Spending Energy

Energy is an interesting thing. Especially knowing there are so many people who don’t necessarily use their energy wisely. Sometimes your energy is affected by outside sources and you can’t control it. The one type of major energy pull is death. This year my father/dad passed. He had cancer that was traveling rapidly through his body. When he passed I cried and it took a second for me to regroup myself. In the time between his passing and his home going service I had highs and lows in energy. After the service and a meal, I went home and crashed. I just wanted to sleep for like a week because I didn’t want to do much else. That whole ordeal spent a lot of my spiritual, emotional and physical energy.